September 2010
1 post
“i leave not because of my feelings but because i wait nothing, and i stay not...”
– okke
August 2010
1 post
waktu indonesia berumur 65 saya berumur 21 dan belum berbuat apa2.. semoga ketika ia berumur 100 dan saya berumur 56 saya telah berbuat sesuatu untuk bangsa ini.. :DD
July 2010
4 posts
“all needed is my words, so that i’d carry the responsibility. sigh. what...”
– okke
just a thought.
i dedicate my life..
to God (and gospel),
to life (and health),
to art (and humanity).
“the only acceptable reason for you to ask your solemn questions is if my overall...”
– OKKE
June 2010
5 posts
chin lift
i always appreciate your trying to be friends and be grateful of it, except the part when you’re trying so hard. relax, i haven’t bite you, miss.
“am i that worth waiting for?”
– okke
humm
after all of these, i realized i just cry twice…… in my POTI, and in my bestie hug.
“there are three important decision in this world
first, we have to choose to...”
– prastito (temen gw, fasilkom ui 2007)
May 2010
3 posts
aku cuma ingin diam
Tuhan, apa Kau sama seperti yang lain-lain juga, memaksaku berbicara?
apa Kau ingin aku menahan air mataku sedikit lagi, bercerita demi memuaskan keingintahuan semata?
apa Kau merasa, aku terlalu diam dan seharusnya aku harus meminta ini itu?
aku cuma ingin diam, apa Kau ingin aku bernyanyi untuk-Mu?
Tuhan, apa Kau memaksaku mendengar?
Kau terlalu banyak bicara, aku cuma ingin diam.
tidak...
“you’ll be strong, stronger than you think if you have people to take care...”
– okke
like lazenby - by: Sondre Lerche
It’s a travesty, where do I begin? The ways in which I have behaved I’m glad no one was keeping track of me Like the tambourine, driven by the beat I forgot what time it was I wish someone were looking out for me Some of you may think that I regret some of my doings I’d do it all again if I had the chance Just like Lazenby
Can I do it over? Don’t I get a second...
hmm
sakitnya itu kaya ga kerasa tapi gw tau itu ada.
menyusup.
menggerogoti.
gw takut lama-lama senyum gw abis dan gw ga sadar.
April 2010
5 posts
"ka, apa bedanya PSM dulu dan sekarang?"
“kalo dulu.. kerasa banget kalo gw junior, mereka senior.. jadi 2006 mau diapain pun ya nurut2 aja sama 2004…
.
kalo sekarang.. gw kakak„, kalian adik… kalo dimarahin adiknya ngambek„ jadinya 2006 nurut aja disuruh2 sama 2008… hehehhee.. heran deh angkatan gw kenapa jadi begini??”
_TACHA_
HOAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAAA…. :D
to you
ok, here is the truth:
i’m still mad at you.
this whole 3 months i try to eradicate everything but i cant.
i wish you’d do something to fix this, but i know you wont.
that’s why this hatred stayed.
.
.
i really wish to get over it.
there must be other guy that can treat me right.
“saat saya bahkan udah ga tau mau mengharap apa lagi, Tuhan buka jalan.. tiap...”
– okke
this heart
it is this heart that doesn’t want to recover. I do. it is this heart that hurts so bad every time i see you. I don’t. it is this heart that replaying all those memories. I am not. it is this heart that refuse letting go. I am. this heart, which always belongs to you. I am not.
March 2010
10 posts
“sometimes you cant share with your friends because you’re going to decide...”
– okke
water on my cheek
gw bahkan udah ga tau apa yang mau gw tangisin.
“bersama di saat susah dan senang? artinya bukan hanya bersama pada saat...”
– drg. Samuel
susah
gw yang cukup peduli untuk bertindak„ tapi gw yang dimarahin.
1 tag
99% of the people you meet in med school
A guide to the typical stereotypes you’ll find around in a med school class. This is (mostly) meant to be tongue-in-cheek.
1. gunner: the most notorious of the stereotypes, the gunner is out to get perfect scores on everything, whether it’s final exams, clinics, or random questions in lecture. The gunner is somehow capable of handling all classes, half a dozen electives, reading all the latest...
“anger is not a letting go. gentle shake hands is.”
– okke
you
neither your kindness nor your bad,
i simply hurt because you are there.
February 2010
6 posts
“but when i read my blog i could tell how passionate and warm was my love to...”
– okke„ kutipan tulisan di blog okke 10 april 2009..
“gw juga pernah ngerasain kaya loe, zwes… gw ga benci sih sama dia, tapi gw...”
– sule
i dont feel ashamed i've been hurt.
baru ingin membaca ulang baris pertama aja hati gw udah sakit lagi.
.
loe boleh kasian sama gw, atas apa yg gw rasakan.
tapi gw kasian sama loe, punya hati yang sedemikian gelapnya.
.
loe boleh merasa menang atas gw, karena bikin gw lebih menderita.
tapi gw merasa menang atas loe, karena gw berusaha tidak melukai loe.
.
loe boleh merasa lebih tau dan lebih benar dalam melihat semua ini.
...
hal2 yg gw tangkep dalam kothbah di gereja hari...
1. setiap patah (hancur) hati adalah akibat dari hubungan yang tidak mengindahkan batas moral atau etika..
2. hadiah yang terbaik yang bisa diberikan adalah AKSES… kita diberi akses kepada seseorang.. misal..hp.. email.. waktu.. dll
3. akses yg udah kita terima itu harus dihargai dan jangan disalah gunakan…
4. orang benar„ akan memilih orang2 yg bisa masuk ke hati nya dengan...
wedding vows... i hardly believe that people can...
I, (Bride/Groom), take you (Groom/Bride), to be my (wife/husband), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part.
——————————————-
I, (name), take you, (name), to be my...
“dasar loe antasid abuse.. itu termasuk salah satu gangguan psikiatri lho.. drug...”
– kata seseorang kepada gw.
January 2010
12 posts
arti namaku
zwesty: well-being of one and all viera: faith (slovak) putri: princess / daughter / girl rimba: jungle / forest
jadi mungkin artinya:
putri rimba yang selalu dalam keadaan baik dan mempunyai keyakinan yang kuat.
hahahahaa… :))
NARSIS…
kaca
hari ini gw memasang kaca berukuran 1 x 1,8 meter di kamar kost gw..
perjuangan berbulan2 yang cukup melelahkan… dan akhirnya terwujud hari ini..
special thanks to him…. :))
when i was asked on a (disastrous) date
A: eh zwesty.. kita pergi nonton yuk...
gw: ooh.. boleh2 ka.. tapi jangan berdua yaa.. ajak orang lain...
A: ooo gitu.. ya udah gw cari orang lain dulu yaa..
.
.
beberapa hari kemudian.....
.
.
A: zwesty.... gw ngajakin si H... jadi kita bertiga...
gw: haaa?? ka H...?? lhoo setau gw dia kan gebetan loe ka?? mana enak gw...
A: ehehehe... abis mo ngajak siapa lagi....
gw: aah gw ga mau kalo bertiga nya sama dia... ntar gw jadi nyamuk...
A: gapapa lagi.. abis mo sama siapa lagi....
gw: ehmm... loe pernah cerita2 ke dia tentang gw ga??
A: iya, gw cerita gw sering nelpon loe...
gw: haaaaaaa???? aduuh itu mah namanya loe mengadu domba kita berdua dong kaa.. walopun sebenarnya ga ada apa2....
A: masa sih gitu.. hehehe...
gw: enak aja... gw ga mau diperlakukan begini!!!!!! cari orang lain lagi!!!!!!!!!
A: hmm... kalo gitu mending gw nonton berdua sama si H aja....
gw: (KURANG AJAAAAAARRRRR........ grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....)
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cerita diatas bener2 nyataa... A = cowo.... H = cewe......
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... emang dia pikir gw cewe macem apa lagi.......
very sweet of him
okke: why do you like me?
x: because you are special, unique, different race of human kinds..
okke: (woooww......) like an....... alien??
drives
instinct„ feeling„ then logic…
you’ll feel like an animal..
“I promised that if I ever had to let him go, I would do so with love.
I just...”
– saddest qoute i read today.
just passed in my mind
If you don’t know Then you can’t care And you show up But you’re not there But I’m waiting And you want to Still afraid that I will desert you
from: nothing last forever by maroon 5
x
i dont want to talk about it.
i forbid my self.
“and you may not think I care for you,
when you know down inside that i really...”
– How deep is your love - BEE GEES
.... speechless abis ujian.
sudah dikerjakan.
sudah berusaha yang terbaik.
ya sudah hasil-nya terserah Tuhan..
akhir... nya?
gw lebih merasa minggu ujian ini adalah hari-hari terakhir dibandingkan hari-hari terakhir sebelum tahun baru…
akhir tahun bukan akhir, tapi akhir modul MEMANG sebuah akhir.
hahahahahahaa….
“An athlete’s
performance depends not only on the physical state
of the...”
– widmaier_samplech9.pdf —-> ebook faal yg ada di scele.. hufff…. INSPIRING.
i must have the “will to win”, that is the ability to initiate central commands to muscles during studying (a period of increasingly distressful sensations).
December 2009
16 posts
mr. santa.. i want these for my christmas and new...
- HDD EKSTERNAL…
- flashdisk… 32 GB….
- laptop case 8,9 inches
- laptop skin
- timbangan digital
- kacamata lucu yg okke lihat di mangdu
sampe saat ini segini duluuu…..
roda berputar
yah mulai sekarang ga ada internet lagi.. gw bakal sangat jarang ada di kost…
“jake sulley: how do i know if she chooses me?
neytiri: she will try to kill...”
– avatar - this is the dialogue i love the most in this movie.. it’s very primitive way of love..